Kundalini initially awakened for me spontaneously at about the age of 21. It was a remarkable and life changing experience.It was early in the morning, before 6 am and I was in a deep meditative state, allowing myself out some stillness before going to work. Early morning is best for meditation for me, because it's like recharging the batteries. It stays with me. At the time I was going through a particularly difficult patch in my life and needed to maintain a great deal of inner peace to balance the outer turmoil.
I suddenly felt a powerful fire in the core of my physical being, not quite at the base of the space placement they give for the root chakra. It was in the general area, but deeper and a bit lower than that.
I could not observe the sensation and let it pass. It demanded attention. It was as if a force of nature had grabbed hold of me. The fire then shot up the path my spine, with a slight undulating motion. It felt as if it was in the very center of my being, and outside of my as well.
As this fire-force burst through the top of my head, my crown chakra it felt as if I too had broken through some invisible barrier. The sensation was truly indescribable. The only thing I can compare it to is something like a mental/spiritual orgasm, though the experience was completely non-sexual. It was very powerful, like a reunification with the god-force of the universe.
I was transported. I forgot the world entirely. I have no idea how long it lasted. It seemed like an eternity and it seemed like a split second. The notion of time had lost all meaning. I was showered in bright white light. I became the light. All manner of now erroneous, and now strange thought was wiped from my mind in an instant. Then I remembered the world again, but saw it in a completely different way than I had perceived before.
It was not only painless, it was beautiful, eye-opening, and life transforming. There was no Kundalini sickness, and certainly no madness. I went to work when I was done and life continued as usual, only I was different, very different.
2 comments:
Very nice experience. What type of meditation do you practice?
Now, after initial chakra balancing, I practice mostly the 5 Great Suggestions, kind of a unity, being one with the universal energy of creation.
If I'm feeling less compassionate than I think I should be I'll do heart chakra or compassion meditation until I sort. If I'm feeling off balance or insecure (for lack of a better word) I'll do some Tree of Life or Seed of Creation meditation.
Back then I mainly did this crown chakra/hand of god style meditation. It was basically, pranayama, quiet mind, open and balance chakras, then you acknowledge and feel yourself at perfect peace in the presence of the creator.
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